hmm thats kind of weirdly worded so I’m gonna do them separately
Dear close girl friends, (because i couldn’t pick just one)
you guys are probably the reason that I’ve made it through everything. I always know that you are there for me no matter what and you have no idea how much i appreciate that. you guys are also incredibly good at distracting me from all the shit in my life and making me have fun. you guys have made high school worth while and ill miss you all
Dear close guy friend,
Im kind of sad that I haven’t really gotten to talk to you or hang out with you as much lately. I know you’re girlfriend means a lot to you and stuff but that doesn’t mean you should ditch all your friends for her. I need you in my life and you have gotten me through so much. I love you and I miss you so much.
I really don’t want to like you because I know guys like you and I’m not about to let myself get hurt again. I don’t even know if I do actually. You are a very confusing boy because I can never tell what you’re thinking, but i guess thats just how you operate. But right now I’m just trying to chill and have fun and be me, so I’m not really gonna worry about you right now and thats just fine:)
yeah, i know you want to feel loved and shit. and yeah, i know theres a boy out there who has treated you like shit and walked all over you. we all have that, believe me youre not the only one. it may be his fault the first time he hurts you, but if you keep going back and letting him do it over and over again when you clearly know he is using you then thats your own fault. one day you just have to wake up and realize that you are better than that shit. im sick of seeing all of you girls’ posts about how you miss ‘him’ and shit. that is bullshit, he is an ASSHOLE, he was using you, and YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT. i know you probably dont have the self esteem to believe that, but im telling you, you are and youre just making whatever asshole that treated you like shit stronger by moping around and waiting for him to come back and use you again. dont believe his lies. i know you may think im a hypocrite because ive definitely done all the shit that im talking about, but i woke up and realized that im better than that. so stop posting all of these depressing things about how you miss him and want him back because i bet whoever he is doesnt deserve you at all.
bottom line: you are going to be ok. dont ever let a guy (especially one who treats you like shit) define you. be your own person and love yourself before obsessing over being with someone else.