I have a low self-esteem, but I try not to make it obvious. I'm horrible at reacting when people compliment me because I don't believe any of the nice things anyone says. I just, I can't see how someone can see the good things about me, when I can't even see them myself.
What is ugly? Is it not having designer clothes? Not having your boobs hanging out of your shirt? Or not being able to see your ribs? Not being able to feel your bones in your thighs? Having acne? Having braces or glasses? Really? That’s ugly? Or maybe another word for ‘ugly’ is society. So fuck society, because you are beautiful for who you are. Fuck society and its standards.
freshman year i wouldnt even say the word fuck and refrained from oh my god. and now going into senior year and im the polar opposite of that person. i cant decide if i like what ive become or not, ive smoked, drank, and gone much further then i ever thought i would so fast. what happened? is this society’s way of trying to make me grow up too fast? i think it is irreversible, the damage has been done. that girl is gone.